Session 1 features the story of co-author David Taylor. In this video, David discusses the questions that led him to a journey beyond sobriety; one where he was asking what the nature of true freedom was. What he discovered was that the problem was never the porn – that was just the medication for the problem. The real question was, what was he medicating?

In this session, Adam and Jason discuss how the language we use protects us from our unconscious suffering. Through sharing some of his story, Adam shows us what he’s learned about trying to hear the true meaning behind what someone is saying, rather than co-opting the words they use to mean the things we want or need him or her to mean. In this way, we begin to deconstruct the things that keep us in our internal prisons – and we open to a new way of understanding the world, God, and ourselves.

Seth Taylor teaches about the unconscious nature of belief. Through his own story and lens, he describes how, when he was still an addict, he came to the realization that what he believed either didn’t matter, had no actual power, or had simply failed him. So he began to ask what he believed and why in a whole new way – and more importantly started to ask about what the nature of belief actually is.

In this session, David and Adam dive into the deep unconscious motivations we carry and how they manifest in what we say we believe…and what we actually believe. Peeling back the layers of how belief functions in human consciousness just might hold the keys to finding the true path to freedom, but it could also be painful and difficult. This session provides hope and courage for what could prove to be a difficult leg of the pilgrimage.

The question of whether we have any actual authority in our lives is an important one, especially for those of who carry a belief system that claims authority over all darkness. Session 6 sees Adam and Seth engaging in a discussion about what it looks like to be people who walk in the light, but seem to live in the shadows. Through stories from his life, Adam asks what it might look like to take the authority back and live in a whole new strength.

Maybe freedom is less about what you know or don’t know and more about what you see or don’t see. In this video, David and Ryan have a powerful discussion about what it means to look behind the spiritual curtain and seek out a “peace that transcends understanding.”

Session 8 is about asking the deeper questions as to what our sexuality actually is and what was it meant for. Ryan and Seth engage in a conversation about sexuality that strips away the suppression and sinful labels and simply looks at what it means to be sexual beings created in the image of a loving Creator. The ideas they discuss are surprising, beautiful, and helpful in anyone’s quest for a healthier sexuality.

Applying all of the things that have been learned, in this video, David and Jason take a look at spiritual practices that can help bring about a new life by awakening the Spirit within each of us – and showing us a way forward. Processing is a type of meditative practice that helps us move trapped emotional energy out of the body so that we can wake to a better internal experience of life, God, and others.